I guess I have been wasting the little space I got here so I might as well use it!
Tonight, or last night i suppose i played at a local diy punk venue (whose name is not to be uttered because the operators have gone totally paranoid since they were voted best venue in a local paper and the other local punk venue got shut down) with three bands from Chicago, Weekend Nachos, Intifada, and Abrade.
We played first and fucking sucked. I yelled at my drummer a few times cause he was messing up and kept mixing up songs and had been pissing me off lately so a lot of tention got out. People said we played good and pissed me off more cause i knew they thought they were beeing nice cause i was bummed out, but luckily my friend Dane said it was the worst show we’ve ever played and just wasnt good and it made me happy that i had such a good honest friend.
the rest of the night was ok, all the other bands were good and that put me in a good mood, but my drummer once again found a way to really piss me off. he was supposed to stay at my house and he has this stupid habit of getting drunk after we play, so he was talking to my singer next to me about how he is gonna get drunk tongiht and i told him”if you drink you cant stay over”. He just looks at me as if i had stabbed him in the back with this death stare and just walks away and i look over and he opens a beer. unfortunately by the end of the night he was too bummed out with his own stupid problems (and believe me they are stupid) i didnt have the heart to make him go home.
anyway, its late/early and i think this rant is down
